Never Waver

Its a full circle, I pick up my life and then something happens and down it comes...crashing into a gazillion bits. This time the blow has been a little too hard, a little too much. I won't admit it to people who know me, but a long with a chest infection, I think I'm a little sick because unconsciously my emotions do not have another let out. 

I feel like I'm falling, and who will pick those pieces. But then I think I still live and there are those who are gone, who do not have the chance to change anything, any more. And that is my hope, I will get my resolve back, my determination back. I will fight my self destroying demons and will make a better choice then I have made previously. The tensions I see brewing, I will ignore them, for they are not mine but the whole families. Hence, here is to getting back on my feet, and pulling myself together.